Day 13; Someone you wish could forgive you.
This has been killing me for years now. I never said sorry to your face because I am a coward. I know we pretend that nothing happened but that makes things even worse for me. Does that mean you forgave me already? Of course not. I know you’re waiting for me to say it.. but i just cant bring myself to it. Cause I’m a coward. You always tell me im a strong person. You always say that nothing could break me down. And whenever you do it just crushes me bit by bit because im not as strong as you say i am. I know you’ll never forgive completely me until I actually say sorry.
I’m not going to say sorry on a letter you’ll never read.
I’ll say it to you when i muster up my courage.